You must have observed at a certain juncture of life span or professional carrier one tends to be mendacious (to himself). That's the most curious stage, it may be good for you, but not so great for an enterprise( if you are working). Unless, if someone is not "So" clear about "What's in for me" will be stated in mendacious stage. Many a time a person is aware of this stage but still continues to be in..
Once you are able to notice the above...enjoy...such moments also called intellectual water churn..